ME (or) MYSELF (or) I...
Finding myself Fucked up in the Power Systems class, wrote in my hands "SADIST"... Don't know why I did so... Anyway I don't hurt someone and don't play with their feelings. Instead takes initiative to ease their pain.. But my pain n dark secrets are bounded in de heart that it wont fly into the air. With all these in mind, combined with alot of ill thoughts i thrive. Don't know why my moods go worse when i'm alone 'n my thoughts go bizzare, I couldn't come to reality. I always live in the world of my own design where the image of people are ones who came across my life, but they perform as my wishes or my dreams or an inception. May be that would be the place my thoughts n happiness comes into reality. "What happened to me?"... "Why didn't i do something to make myself happy?"... May be making myself happy will cost me more... Sometimes the reader would be going crazy thinking what a kind of person I am..... ...